If I Could Play God for a Day

I would make people see truth. Not their truth, and not my truth, but truth as it is. They always say there are three sides to the story, your side, their side, and what actually happened. I'm tired of seeing and hearing sides, I want TRUTH. I feel extremely violated today. I want it all to end. Some people just don't know how to fucking fuck off. If I could play God for a day, she'd see that she's wrong, and has been wrong, and she would realize that staying away from the things I love would be the best for EVERYONE involved. She's about to ruin another relationship, again, and I'm pissed. Pissed is an understatement. If I could play God for a day I'd figure out a way to let these feelings of anger, bitterness, resentment, hostility, and every negetive fiber in my emotional baggage (fuck how do you spell that) just go away and never return. Every time I feel like moving forward something drops in my lap and sends me right back to those negetive energies. I could shove my fist through a wall right now I'm so angry. It's probably a good thing I don't have a job right now, and don't have to interract face to face with anyone, as sometimes I don't know how to direct my hostility. Whatever. Fucking bitch, I hate you. I'm going to clean house now.